Abandoned in the Doldrums

Alone and waiting this ship I sail Greater depths of doldrums ne’er been Blistering sun, charring skin Nor whisper of wind–He let us fail Stagnant sails surface doubt On this course I chart anew Rumblings from the misfit crew Misfits and seekers, all the louts Return us not Onto craggy shores Though still waters not … Read more

Lost and Found

Ever-present,​ ​he attached​ ​to​ ​my​ ​side. He unknowingly​ ​bears​ ​Shadow’s ​yoke​. For​ ​him,​ ​it​ ​is​ ​not​ ​heavy. Light.​ ​Free. There’s no​ ​inner. There’s no​ ​outer. Only​ ​is. There​ ​is​ ​no​ ​other​ ​person​ ​to​ ​be. Other ​doesn’t​ ​register Unless​ ​it’s​ ​a​ ​game. “Old​ ​man,​ ​do​ ​you​ ​want​ ​to​ ​play?” Sure. The​ ​old​ ​man​ ​meets​ ​the​ ​child. … Read more

Surrender II

Have faith in the surrender to the void

Surrender to the void.  I don’t exactly know how to do this. It’s coming from somewhere deep within to surrender to the void and my day-to-day mind (my ego) is trying to put steps and order and logic into this force. This force doesn’t want to be bothered with steps and logic.  It’s on a … Read more